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Wah so long nv update my blog le. Hmm, 4 u all out there who r concern abt my ahma, i tink things r nt goin v.well. She went 4 her scan da other time but da nurse cldn't put in da tube coz her tumor is blockin in da way. Den she went back to c da doc n da doc said her cancer cells haf spread to her liver le. Den she suddenly say she doesn't wan to operate. Say duno operate le duno when can recover, den duno who haf da time to take care of her. Doesn't wan to be a nuisance to us. Sigh. We haf to respect her decision. Can't possibily force her to go 4 da operation. But dis will mean dat i'll lose my ahma soon. Sigh. Been carin 4 her much more since i noe dis news. Listens to wat she wanna say n help her out. Hopefully she'll feel abit happier ba.

Haven been feelin well lately. Havin prob in my body. Sigh. Those of u out there who noes abt it, i'm recoverin le. But hafta go back 4 a checkup on 14th April n 5th May 4 a scan to c wat's wrong. It felt really terrible den sia. 1st time in pain till i wish i cld die. Sigh, anyway, i'm fine oledi. Dun worry abt me.

NYP has accepted me le. Well, i'm now waitin 4 da enrolment package to be sent to me n c how everything goes ba. My fren say will start sch in early May. If dat's da case, den i'll be able to finish up da exams in NUS b4 goin over lor. Who noes i might nid to use my results if i can gt into NTU? Haha... Well, abt da scholarship n sponsorship, i'm waitin 4 them to send me coz i heard they will send me if they r interested in me. My sis doesn't encourage me to sign da bond coz she say havin bond is v.different when u r workin. Den say wat if i dun wan to work 4 them? Den nid to pay back even more money. N say they treat ppl wif bonds less nice den ppl w/o, coz u r sort of their ppl liao. N she continues to say dat y they wanna sign ppl 4 bonds is bcoz da job isn't dat ez n da resign rate is high among ppl w/o bonds. So they nid ppl to be there constantly workin 4 them. Well, i'm still considerin whether to go 4 it anot. Anyway, they haven send me anything yet. So i guess i'll tink over carefully after i recieve their mail ba.

Juz finished my project n will be preparin 4 exams soon. Left wif 4 mods coz i dropped History. Cldn't force myself to do da essay so had no choice but to drop it. It's really of no use to me anyway. Sigh. Although it will leave a black mark since i'll gt an F after droppin in my result slip. Well, but i still duno whether i'll nid to use my results here anymore anyway. Well, looks like i haf alot more time after i drop History coz 2 of my mods dun really nid to study de. So will be left wif 1 Econs mod dat nids me to read up da text n Psychology which nids me to rem lots of stuffs. But i've studied Psychology quite consistently due to tuts n tests so tink juz nid to memorise abit more ba. Hopefully dat's da case. Haha...

Wah tink i really wrote abit too much today. Haha... dat's all bcoz i nv update lah. Erm, so tink 4 da time being, i wun be writin new entries coz nid to focus on exams le. Wish every1 out there gd luck 4 upcmin exams n jia you!! Take care...