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Yeah i went to watch Death Note 2 wif my bf last nite! It's really nice but a little confusin here n there lah. Den u haf to sum up everything at da end of da show to understand wat every1 is doin. I'm a little disappointed 4 da openin where da rules r written out n there's sum1 sayin out in Jap. N i thot jap shld be quite long. Da eng version written on da screen is longer den da jap person's speech n i bet nobody can finish readin everything when they flash on da next pg liao. Sigh. They shld haf made it slower 4 us to finish readin. Da show is quite long too. Tink it's slightly more den 2 hrs. Lots of twist n turns. V.nice. 1 of da best shows i've eva seen. 4 those who haf watched da 1st part, it's worth watchin part 2 as it sums up everything. After watchin da show, i cannot stop askin myself wat i'll do if i eva really possess dis death note. Perhaps i'll try once. Den i'll realise it's really true n i actually killed sum1. I'll be super guilty over it n maybe start hallucinatin dat da person will cme back 4 revenge. Den perhaps i'll go crazy. Haha... N da qn to whether i'll destroy da bk, i really duno. Hmm...

I was tinkin abt old times once again while waitin 4 my bf. I was tinkin abt how things will bcme if dat sum1 else (B) made da move b4 him (P). Den perhaps i wun haf to suffer so much in my JC times. I B alot during sec 2. We still manage to stay in contact as frens after so many yrs. Den he chatted wif me last nite after i came back frm da late nite movie. I duno how true his words were coz he said i was da 1st gal he fell in love wif. But wat abt da other gal (J)? I heard i broke them up when i agreed to be wif B. N iseriously duno they were tog! Gosh. J muz haf hated me. N i only found out abt da truth abt a yr back. Sigh. Wat done cannot be undone. My relationship wif B is really v.simple. Like those of pri sch kids. Da most initmate things we did was holdin hands. Gosh can u believe it? Haha... We were oledi sec 2 den lah. But there were lots of things i din noe how to handle. I cld sense dat he was really overjoyed when i agreed to be wif him. But i cld oso sense how upset he was when i broke up wif him. I was really too immature den to handle breakups. I cldn't face him hence i wrote a letter to him n broke up wif him thru a 3rd party. I muz haf hurt him lots. N i still feel bad abt it. I shld haf told him myself. Sigh. Ok back to wat i wanna say. Till now i'm still tinkin if my life wld haf been beta if B opened his mouth earlier den P. If he really did, i wld most prob be wif him instead of P coz i kinda like B den. Den perhaps things wldn't haf gt out of control n almost destroyed my life. There r things dat i still kip to myself, dat i told no one. I noe it's bad to kip it to myself but i tink dat'll be a secret dat i'll bring to my grave. Sigh. Dat's all da past now liao lah. No pt tinkin anymore. B asked how's things wif my bf. Seriously i duno how to ans dis qn except dat it's stable. After dat P incident, i dun dare to tink so far into da future wif my bf coz after all we r still young. Who noes wat will happen after we cme out to da society to work? He's 23 n i'm 21. It's still too early to determine anything yet. I dun wanna hurt myself so badly another time again. I truly agree wif wat my mum said to my sis in da past. She told her "nt to take relationships during schooling days coz everytime u grad n change sch, things will be diff. N things will be even more diff when u cme out to da society to work. U'll mit lots of ppl. Only den will u be more or less stable to form a strong relationship n find da 1 dat u really love n da 1 u really wanna spend ur life wif." 姜还是老的辣。Older folks can c more clearly den we do. Dat's y i nv bring my bfs back 4 my parents to c. I wun bring back unless i noe he's truly da 1 to settle down wif. I dun wanna make them worry abt me. Or am i makin them worry more coz they duno who i'm goin out wif? Haha...

Ok lah enuff of dat serious tone. Went to da supposedly "SSR BBQ" today. Den we realised it's only sponsored by SSR. Chey. But met da yr 3 seniors n found 1 of them sponsored by SGH too. Haha... They r a lot of funny ppl. I went to TPY after dat to shop ard since there were 2 buses goin to TPY which is near my place too. I finally bot da hair stylin set frm Philips! Yeah. It costed me $69.90 but i tink it's worth it lah since it's gt 10 stylers n it's less damagin coz it's gt a ceramic coatin. Love it lots. My mum n i were "playin" wif it when i gt hme. Haha... She can use it 4 her permed hair too coz she's complainin abt her perms bcmin straight le. Haha... So fun. Here's a pic near to wat mine looks like:

I duno y they dun haf da 1 i bot in their website. Strange. Too new? Haha...

Tml's Xmas eve! Yeah! N it's Huiyi's birthday!
HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY to my dearest sis HUIYI!
MERRY CHRISTMAS to ALL! Enjoy da festive season!