~ LE PARADIS DES yUnEr ~

Been bz studyin 4 exams lately. Really stressed up sia. Had my 1st paper today which is Radiation Physics. Lots to study. Almost like studyin 4 "A". Lots of JC stuffs. But there r a couple of new stuffs n topics here n there. Been studyin on n off 4 abt 4 days. Tink i really took a long time to finish studyin dat. My last quiz was 62.22. Duno which e-quiz he's gonna take as well. Hopefully take those dat i haf above 80 de ba. Den last ICA was A. So i'm quite determined to maintain dat A. But i tink my A is flyin away le. Made many stupid mistakes today. Din quite rem sum of da formulae den made big blunders in a few qns. Definitions oso nt v.gd. Sigh. Basically dis paper focuses on eqns, calculations n definitions. Though it seems like it's ez, it actually diff coz too many stuffs to memorise. I tink i wun gt my A le coz i nid to score at least 96/120 4 dis paper alone to maintain my A. It's quite impossible wif all da blunders i made lah. Morale really low. Sigh. U noe when u place too much confidence n stress on urself, u tend to go wrong. But i juz can't help it man. =(

Gt my A&P pract test result. Gt a A 4 pract which helped me gt an overall A 4 50%. Da rest of da 10% goes to class participation n 40% on final paper. I hope to maintain dis A as well coz it's gt 75 MCQs n 3 essay 15M each. I hope i can score well ba. But again, i can't help but put stress on myself. Sigh.

4gt to watch superstar today. But i guess Junyang n Derrick did a gd job lah. Weilian screwed up n Jason is still as bad. I tink most prob Weilian n Jason will be out dis round. Junyang is really gd n ppl like him. Derrick is cute n da gals will vote 4 him. N u noe wat? I sms once to support Derrick!! Haha... ok lah if he gts into next round, i'll vote more 4 him. Tml will be da gals turn. Hmm, it's hard to predict who'll gt in. Tink shld be Kelly n Candyce coz Kelly can sing n Candyce is pretty sweet lookin. So many guys will vote 4 her ba.

I missed da show bcoz my sis was helpin me remove black heads on my nose. Tink i look like a clown wif a red nose now. Haha... It's painful lor. Da price 4 wanna stay pretty (though i'm nt! haha...)

Ok i tink i'm nt gonna study tonite 4 2 reasons. 1) Morale too low so can't gt my engine started. 2) Promised to gif myself a little break coz i'm tired enuff le. Hmm will start tml else no time le. Next paper is Sociology on mon. Den a clinicals tok on wed, A&P on thurs n finally MRS on fri. Wah seh... Wat a pack wk man. But after dat will be ok le lah. Or maybe nt coz it's da start of 4 wks of clinicals. N u noe wat? I'm gonna work in da hospitals thruout da 7th mth period. Tink it's gonna be scary in da morning. Worse is i dun haf company to toilets during 1st 2 wks coz my partner is a guy n there's only 2 of us in MAH. Wonder wat i'm gonna do man. Sigh...

Wish me luck 4 my papers!! =)