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1st day @ clinicals.... makes me feel abit extra coz when da radiographers r bz in da morning, n we try to learn things n observe them, we r like obstructin in their way. N u noe if we juz sit there n do nutting, it makes us feel like we r nt learnin anything or makes our impression as bad students. Sigh. N da radiographer who we r supposed to learn frm din teach us much. She's Lilian, a filipino i tink. She like v.dao lidat lor, like dun wan us to go in wif her to c how she position da patient n dun tok to us much. So we dun dare to go in to watch lah. She din say we can, so of coz we dun dare to rite. Den until another radiographer asked us y we dun wanna go in n learn. So she sort of guide us along n we learnt frm her 4 da rest of da time. Tink she's much more approachable ba. Sigh. Hmm, i heard sum1 tellin Lilian dat we aren't suppose to expose any1 coz it;s our 1st clinical posting. But den we haf reports to do on our exposures. Sigh. Actually da nice lady who taught us wanted me to try exposin 4 a chest x-ray de. But i dun dare to coz it's only my 1st day there. Tink i beta observe more n learn 1st b4 i make any mistakes. U noe da lecturers in sch kip emphasizin on tryin our best nt to repeat an exposure 4 any reason. But wat i saw in da hospitals is totally diff. They r immune to it oledi lor. Takin 2nd exposures when it's nt done properly. Well, i thot they haf sum kind of reports to do de rite? Maybe it's nt known to me yet lah.

My feet r so painful frm da shoes dat i wore to clinicals. It's so uncomfortable. I juz remembered my feet r so pampered coz wheneva i wear dis kind of cock shoes, my feet will gt blisters. Well, maybe it's new n i nid to season it. I duno da real reason behind it lah. But all i noe is dat i still nid to wear dis pair of shoes thruout these 4 wks. Sigh... wat to do?

Was tryin to find a pair of nice white shoes to match my silver gown to wear 4 my sis's ROM in oct. Finally found 1 dat is nice although it's ex but alas! Dun haf my size. Great. Maybe i shld go other outlets to find ba. Sigh.

I'm v.tired now coz din slp properly last nite. Y leh? Bcoz i was feelin nervous again. I wonder when i will eva gt rid of dis bad erm, nt habit leh, wateva it's called lah. I do hope i can slp well tonite coz tml will be another tirin day. My clinicals r all Mon to Fri, 0830 to 1630. So early sia. But we r off early too lah. Haha...

We shall c whether there's any improvements tml ba...