~ LE PARADIS DES yUnEr ~

Life w/o ahma is really strange. N i can't believe i'm too scared to slp at nite. Me n my sis slp in da same rm, n we even on light. Sigh. I wonder wat's wrong wif me man. She's my own ahma u noe. N here i am being so scared she'll appear at nite. Haha... I guess i'm gttin used to it liao lah. Anyway, tokin abt life w/o her, my hse is empty when i reach hme frm sch everyday. Now den i realised how lonely she had been all these while when there's nobody at hme to tok to her, to acc her etc. Sigh. My parents had emptied her rm oledi. Yes, so fast! Her bed, her chair, her everything. Her rm is so empty dat when u tok in da rm, there'll be echoes. We close da rm at nite.

I'm tinkin of usin her empty cupboards to put sum of my stuff so dat my rm wun be so packed. I even thot of buyin a new wardrobe to put in there 4 myself coz i dun like squeezin da small wardrobe wif my sis in my rm. Yes we r both gals so we haf plenty of clothes. Haha... Anyway, cme to tink of it, my sis is gttin married soon so she'll be movin out. Hmm, duno when exactly coz she only went to Q 4 flat wif her bf. But i do hope it'll be real soon coz well, i've been yearnin 4 a rm to myself. My com, my bed, my wardrobe n me! Haha...

Ok tok abt sch now. Well i din haf time to study during da 2 wks break coz 1st wk was travellin to n fro hospital n 2nd wk was bz wif da funeral. Sigh. I really nid time to study lah. Had my phy mid sem test today. Din really study v.hard 4 it lah coz i cldn't slp at nite so during day time oso daydreamin. Flipped thru notes dat i oledi learnt in JC n studied abit on those i duno de. But da test is really... hard. Ok maybe i'm abit rusty liao. But da time given is really nt enuff leh. Many cldn't finish in time. I finished all but di gam 4 those i duno de at last min. Haha... really last min leh. Da time was tickin away sec by sec rite in front of me. Tink i panicked more den i cld tink lor. So scared i can't finish. Well, i'm nt even confident wif those dat i assumed i noe lor. Result will be out tml i guess. Let's wait n c. =P

Feel like buyin sling bag n jeans out of da sudden. Ok maybe i've been tinkin abt it but nv put into actions only lah. Haha... Wat am i doin man? Kip contradictin myself today. Tink tml if can will go Bugis to buy. Hee... =)

Alrite i tink i nid sum rest le. No more tests!! Yeah! Ok lah, next wk still gt mini quiz. Haha... Muz study anatomy n physiology coz laggin behind alot liao. Lecturer finished teachin lower limb le but i still noe nuts abt upper limb, nt to say lower limb lah! =P