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Suddenly i feel lost again. Dat i wanna drop out again. Feel like goin NYP to take health sci diagnostic radiography coz i tink i'll be doin a v.diff job frm others after i grad. Nt every1 will be able to do dat job. N my dad is supportive of me to take dat course. But den i'll be wastin my 1 yr in U n wastin money on U fees. So if i really cross over to NYP, i hope i can gt dat sponsorship dat hospitals r givin to sum students takin health sci course. They'll gif me money ($900/mth 4 yr 1, $950/mth 4 yr 2 n $1000/mth 4 yr 3) n i'm able to use da money in my own way. Den i can use it to pay my U fees as well as Poly fees. I'm gonna apply after da "A" results r out together wif those JC ppl but in a diff category. I'll be applyin again 4 NTU sci course as well. But wat i'm afraid of is both NYP n NTU accepts me, den i duno which to choose liao. I'm v.into da health sci course now. Sigh. N another thing i'm afraid of is dat they'll reject me if they noe i'm currently studyin in NUS while applyin to gt into their schs. Will they noe if i dun say? I oso duno leh. Now waitin 4 my fren in NYP takin diagnostic radiography to ask her frens who drop out of U den apply 4 dat n c wat they say lor.

Tuts startin next wk le. I'm still slackin ard. No mood to do tuts n read up da texts. Sian. I'm in a low morale state again. But wat to do? I'll still haf to prepare 4 tuts lor. Gonna do later.

Bot a CD rack frm Ikea last nite. I had 1 exactly da same but nt enuff to put all my CDs so i bot another 1. It costed me $39 but i tink it's worth its price coz it'll kip dust away frm my CDs n i'll only nid to clean da outside of da rack when it's dusty. No nid to clean all my CDs 1 by 1. Hee... It's gt a nice colour combi of silver n light blue too. Looks abit metallic. Nice!! I spent quite sum time to fix it (coz it's DIY) last nite coz kip screwin da wrong screws to wrong place. Hah! But it's ready to be used now. Gonna arrange my CDs in later.

Kip tinkin of changin hairstyle lately. Bored of my black straight hair. Kip wantin to curl my hair or make it wavy. But den it's too short to do so leh i tink. N every1 is tellin me nt to do so coz will spoil my hair frm all those chemicals. My hair is in perfect condition to most of them. I like my hair too. N is scared to spoil it. Sian. Wat shld i do? Hah...

I heard Jay's concert CD (which my bf bot) n watched his '03 concert VCD y'day. Fell in love wif him coz i like da way he sing live wif his style of changin lyrics etc. He's gd. I told my bf i'll go wif him to his next concert. Hee... Hope is dis yr.

Met up wif my JC classmates on Fri. Went shoppin wif da gals at noon n went to mit up da guys 4 dinner. Dinner was quite gd coz we went to dis Swiss sort of restaurant at Suntec Sky Garden. It serves Western type of food like pasta, steak n so on. Da guys r still as lame. Many jokers in our class. Kept us luffin thruout da dinner. Hah! Really enjoyed myself dat nite although there were only 10 of us, 5 gals 5 guys. Many cldn't turn up at da last min.

Tink enuff of wat i wan to say le lah. Abit long winded. Hah. Dat's bcoz i was lazy to update ma. Gonna arrange CDs n do tuts le!